SHINE ON; MY LOVE
The future belongs to those who believe
in the beauty of their dreams.
3:00 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006

todae went to skool lorx.. dun haff much thing to do.. do abit of work jiu go for the cca thingy.. omg!! sianz!! thn take cab to sec skool lorx.. saw zi hui they all.. so happi.. take photo wiff lucky 7 they all.. so nice man. haha!! after taking went lao gong house.. haha.. see him play game lahz.. well after that went home..

sorry for being so kpo lahz.. i am just trying to help moii sister but end up this thing happen.. i am sorry. but now at least we frenz le ahz.. haha!! aniway all to best to euu and her.. =)

haix.. i am sorry. becoz of others we quarrel again.. i am tired and i know euu are tired too.. haix!! i know i am at fault. i am sorry!! i wont care abt other ppl thingy again.. i am sorry.. moii heart just break when i quarrel wiff euu.. it hurts miee so much.. haix..

tears just flow down non stop.. i am real hurt.
*sorri is wat i can say onli.

sign off : simin aka hurt zhu.


7:42 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006


see.. how cutee is moii lao gong.. haha!! smile happily.. =) love euu.. muackz!!
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7:42 PM


miee & jialing.. our face so red lahz.. haha!! frenz always!1
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7:42 PM


miee & li ping.. haha!! so bright lahz.. frenz always!!
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7:42 PM


miee & xue wen taken in skool.. =) frenz always!!
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7:41 PM


miee & kailing.. why her face like that?? haha!! that hand is not mine.. haha!!
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7:40 PM


miee & wee wee.. moii shi mei.. haha!! miss her so much
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7:39 PM


samantha. lay cheng. miee take this photo in class.. haha!!
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7:39 PM


miee & zhen ling.. she is so cutee lahz.. moii sister worx.. haha!!
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7:38 PM


xue li & miee.. aunty tan & aunty sze bing.. miss those days.. haha!!
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7:37 PM


miee & samantha in the mrt.. =) sister forever!!
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7:36 PM


miee & moii ite frenz.. lay cheng.. she is a nice gurll.. =) lurvee her lots
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7:35 PM


moii korx worx.. know him in ite de.. haha!! nice guy ahz.. haha!!
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7:35 PM


lynn & miee.. miss euu so much.. =)
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7:34 PM


moii lao gong is so cutee lorx.. omg!! so cutee.. lurvee him to bits.. haha!!
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7:32 PM


miee & lao gong de shoes.. kappa & nike rawkz.. =)
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7:31 PM


a kiss for moii dearest lao gong.. he is the best.. lurvee him forever.. =)
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7:30 PM


miee & lao gong are just acting cute.. haha!! wink wink * bleah~
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7:28 PM


muackies!! we will last forever.. =) i love euu.. *
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7:27 PM


lao gong & miee in k box.. we lurvee singing.. haha!! =) muackz!!
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7:26 PM


lao gong & miee.. =) i realli lurvee him lots.
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7:23 PM


miee & xiong kang.. omg!! so dark.. haha!! i do treasure him.. friend forever!! =)
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7:23 PM


weex!! full house man.. haha!! xueli.kailing.xuewen.yuityeng.miee.liping.madeline.jialing & fengyu. happi~ 27 jan 2005. friends forever!!
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7:20 PM


full house too.. kailing.xueli.miee.fengyu.jialing.yuityeng & xuewen.. smile. =) we treasure each other lots.. =) lurvee each and everyone.. muackz!! frenz forever!!
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1:00 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006

todae went to skool all this.. so sianz lahz.. haha!! korx tok to a siao guy lahz.. thn tok something he will explain so mani things to euu. haha!! super sunni lahz.. thn haff class also so sianz.. feel like poning lahz but i guai lahz.. i wont. oops!! dun wan face!! haha!! aniway thanks elmer 4 telling miee all this. i feel much more better le.. haff been thinking so much this few days... it realli confused miee.. those talks realli make miee think..

i know overcoming something is not a easy thing, so i will giff euu time.. all i haff to say is hope euu will lurvee miee wiff your whole heart. i know zhu dong is not something everyone can do de but realli hope euu will be more zhu dong but if euu can't i dun mind being the one who be zhu dong and spend more effort in remembering all those important dates and buying euu gift and so on.. all it takes is time.. wat elmer say is so rite.. i think i should let euu haff your own freedom.. playing games and so on.. i dun mind but just hope euu will lurvee miee wiff your whole heart.

confused- hurting. moii heart just keep silent. it breaks..

no matter wat i do, all i think about is euu.. wat about euu??

sign off : simin aka hurt zhu.


2:00 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006

todae is not a good dae at all.. at first tot we would happily eat together coz is our 3rd month bu end up moii father went to hospital.. omg!! i was so worry and sad.. he hurt himself while he was working.. haix!! realli so worry till i cry.. i realli know that they work veri hard just to earn money to support us. omg!! realli hope that he is alright. god bless him pls!!! thanks lao gong. samantha. jun jie. ruby & jasmine for the concern.. realli thanks.. hope everyting will be alright..

sorri did not haff a good meal wiff euu.. sorri!! i haff n choice also.. thanks 4 the care & understanding euu haff given miee.. without euu by moii side i realli dunno wat will happen.. realli worried that the dream will come true. i dun wish anything like this will happen if not i am gonna die.. realli scare.. sorri to say those words. it dun mean it at all.. euu know i wont do that de.. sorry!!

dun leave miee *

sign off : simin aka sad zhu.


4:00 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006

well todae morning went k box wiff samantha.. went to lot 1 de. omg!! first time go there de and it was like wonderful.. haha!! two person and they give us 15 people de room.. its so big man.. haha!! two tv. oh moii god.. miee & samantha was so shocked. thn we was like singing and enjoying our meals. haff fish & chip 4 our meal. not that bad. haha!! after that went walking around till no place to walk thn we go panjang walk around. went library read books till 7 plus. omg!! haha!! thn went grandma house. haffing fun wiff cousins. haha!! photo taking.. hoho!! eat steamboat together.. so full man.. haha!! after that chat for a while thn went home.. enjoy.

holding euu tight. i do lurvee euu lots.. realli hope euu was right by moii side now & forever. never gonna let euu off. perious memories we haff.. euu are moii everything. =)

new friends in ite. wosh~ haha!! happi yeah. hope to know more friends. =)

sign off : simin aka xiao zhu.


12:35 AM


moii grandma.. the best grandma ever.. lurvee her lots.. muackz!!
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12:31 AM


miee & jonathan again.. haha!!! happi..
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12:31 AM


miee & shi hui again.. nice one ever.. haha!!
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12:30 AM


can euu see how cute moii cousin was?? so cute rite?? jonathan.. haa~ muackz!!
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12:30 AM


can't zi lian at all.. haffing two scary monster beside miee.. omg!! that ask euu not to zi lian. haha!!
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12:29 AM


black & white..see how big shi hui eyes is.. haha!!
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12:27 AM


can't be zi lian at all. haha!!
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12:26 AM


sun yu & miee.. happily taking photo while one monster apporching.. haha!! omg!!
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12:25 AM


moii face so red lahz.. miee & moii cousin. joel.. cute rite?? haha!!
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12:25 AM


smile happily. joel.sun yu.miee & shi hui.. happy dae. =)
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12:25 AM


us again.. just lurvee taking pics.. haha!! smile always!!
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12:23 AM


moii cute cousin. joel.. =)
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12:23 AM


miee & other cousin.. sun yuu.. =)
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12:22 AM


see how close we are?? sun yu.miee & shi hui.. cousins forever. =)
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12:21 AM


this is the place we always go after skool last time.. now is still our hanging out place.. =)
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12:21 AM


miee & closest cousin. shi hui.. lurvee her lots.. =)
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12:19 AM


miee & moii cousin. jonathan. =)
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12:18 AM


one big milk tea & one medium de. samantha de and moii de.. haha!! i am having the medium one.. haha!!
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12:17 AM


can euu see how big is the room?? omg!! its onli two person.. shoick.
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12:16 AM


miee & samanhta in cck de k box.. haffing fun.. =)
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12:16 AM


our fish & chip meals wiff our drinks.. haha!!
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12:15 AM


see this?? done by elmer. stupid rite?? haha!! childish..
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12:15 AM


this is elmer.. that stupid thing is done by him.. haha!!
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12:14 AM


samantha. elmer & a new frenz in ite. haha!! dunno his name yet. bleah~ at kfc.
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11:00 AM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006

todae went to skool early in the morning. reach skool went canteen for a drink and went to the hall. listen to those stupid talk again.. realli make miee feel like falling asleep. haha!! after those talks went for refreshment.. instead of the refreshment we went to canteen for out lunch.. so hungry. ate the chicken rice. not bad. haha!! aftter eating sit at the chair there. chatting wiff each other lorx. thn went back to class all this.. given out timetable all this.. end everything at abt 12.30 bahz. after that take mrt to westmall to haff our lunch.. haha!! so full man. after eating take 66 to bt timah to play pool. at first ok ok lahz but end up something bad happen. haix.. i know is moii fault but i realli dun wan euu to let miee lorx.. i am so pai seh lorx.. i know euu wanted to let miee win but i just feel so pai seh man.. haix. aniway sorry.. after playing went home.

someone ask miee, do i think that i control euu too tight?? i am thinking i did not control euu that much but maybe for euu, euu think that i control euu too much.. after much thinking i find that i should not control euu at all bahz. some of them say when there is a problem, sit down and haff a chat and find out wats going wrong between each other but i find that by telling euu seems like i am making it worst. i dunno is moii thinking correct but from wat i see so far, its a yes to miee. euu know miee well enough. i need attention from euu. this is not the first time i told euu about it. just be more zhu dong bahz. sometimes i just feel so tired of crying about all this stuff.. its realli making miee hurt. haix.

am i always at fault??
should i continue or end??
did i realli control euu that much??
she may be the best to euu but i am sure i can be better thn her.

sign off : simin aka idiot gurll.


11:30 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006

woo~ todae first dae of skool.. morning meet 7 at jurong east mrt station thn went to skool together. haha!! info com haff alot of ppl bahz.. three classes lorx.. haha!! so i am in class 1g bahz.. if i am not wrong. haha!! so mani funni people inside lahz.. haha!!! so mani things was told. about the course and those teachers. hmmm still dunno which cca to join.. should i join vollyball?? or?? haha!! miee moiiself also dunno lehz.. haix.. after skool went westmall 4 sakae. omg!! koyza rawkz lahz.. gonna be fat le. so after eating went home.. reach home i do 50 sit up. 10 more like sit up but its not. and 100 hopping.. omg!! was so tired.. wanna train moiiself..

i told moiiself i must win her. i know its stupid lahz but i just feel that i want to do it.. ya!! coz i still cant overcome her sometimes.. just find that she is perfect to euu lorx.. thn i was like dun suit euu like that lorx.. no matter wat i will do anything 4 euu lahz.. so tell moiiself i must do it. getting to understand each other better bahz.. glad that todae when i told euu those stuff euu won't feel strange but instead euu tell miee to tell euu nxt time if there is still something like this happen.. thanks 4 everything. thanks 4 understanding. i am still confused. haix!!

making moiiself 4 the better.*

sign off : simin aka confused zhu.


12:54 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006

well.. tml the first dae of skool at balestier ite. wonder how would it be.. =) hope it would be fun.. new skool & new friends.. haha!! anyway jus feel excited larhz.. haha!! hmmm just now was looking back at those photos in moii computer. haix!! saw so mani perious picture. so mani happi memories we haff last time.. how close we use to be.. all those memories are really so perious.. i realli hope those days will come back.. haix.. saded~

memories will be kept inside moii heart 4ever.. i miss those days..

all i wish for is miee and euu would last forever. =) holding euu tight and won't let euu go..

sign off : simin aka confused zhu.


12:06 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006


samantha & miee inside buss.. she look like a small gurll.. haha!! =)
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12:05 AM


stupid korx.. haha.. =)
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12:05 AM


haha.. cute bahz?? sakae.. hoho!!
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